Heartbroken

Have you ever been hurt by someone you considered a friend? And you didn't know if they are joking or not? Do you remember when the pain sort of terrorized your heart. Pulling it this way and that...Yeah, I've been hurt a lot of times like that. And then there are the times when you like someone, and they bluntly reject you, in front of you, in front of your friends and in front of THEIR friends. You can't run, because that makes you seem like a coward, but if you stay they ask questions. Either way you know. You've been turned down. I've been hurt like that.

But let's not talk about how I've been hurt.

Let's talk about what I do that makes me get hurt. Okay, so apparently, I ask really frusteratingly annoying questions. I also "stalk" people (I'm just super good at gathering information....spies aren't called stalkers, but they gather information). I also annoy them (i admit i do do this, but that's because they tease me back!) I might have missed something, but that's the general idea. Oh and apparently somewhat violent...which I am.

Now let's talk about my day

It's good, sorta boring. Thanksgiving is coming up. Grandma's coming tomorrow. i only get two lousy, stinkin' days off while the Scripps people get a whole freakin' week off. So I am mad at them. Sorta....a bit. Not really. DId you know I am not obsessed w/ the band McFly. Well, no...but I like their songs! :]

Future advice to anyone who cares...don't get your hopes up for something that isn't worth crashing for. And guys....don't lead girls on, even if you don't know it. Try a little less to flirt...because the slightlest movement could cause a girl to fall head over heels and then realize several months later that she can't forget you. And she's clinging on to the fragil peices of happiness from the memories you shared together.

Did I mention that I'm homesick? And Nolan ( I don't even like him...) just hurt me bad. Im sorta depressed. OH WELL!! No one cares about him!!!!!!!!!!!! xP Except maybe his girlfriend(s)